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I think I know my problem now.
I think I know why I've been getting dumber.  Why my reading speed is decreasing and why my test scores are being ruined.

I forgot my ADD is really bad.  I've been off of my medication for like 3 years now so I thought that was all behind me, but I'm recognizing the signs.  I can't concentrate.  On anything.  I'll try to read really hard but my mind keeps wandering.  Literally every second, I feel like.

I don't want to have to resort to that, I stopped taking it for a reason, because it was so expensive!  There's only one thing I can do, ask my grandmother.  Because my mom can't afford it and I definitely can't afford any fucking $120 for fucking Stratera again.  And the stupid place made me go see a fucking psychologist the last time I was getting medication.

Anyways, this is it.  It has to be.  But it's too late, ACT's are tomorrow and my practice test scores have been worsening instead of rising.  I think I'm going to do awful.  I'll probably have to take it again.

My grandmother is the only person in my family that believes in medication.  I don't even believe in it.  But I guess it' the only way ._.

I've denied this since my freshman year.  I don't want to see a fucking psychologist to tell me what I shouldn't do with my life.

Oh yeah, and Stratera acts as an antidepressant as well as an ADD neutralizer.  I've been receiving depression symptoms I've never had in my life ever since I've kicked it.  This is definitely my problem.  I'm dependent on fucking drugs.  Fucking great e.e

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Artist | Hobbyist | Film & Animation
United States
I love ponies, dragons, Lucarios, Mewtwos, furries, macros, and anime. Animes include Dragonball Z, Bleach, One Piece, Attack on Titan, Naruto, Wolf's Rain, Pokemon movies, Hitman Reborn, etc. I am a macrophiliac, so please don't dig around in my favorites. They're fucked up, I promise.

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I am a Togetic!

Sexuality - Straight
Fetish - Macrophilia
Fanbases - Furry, Brony, Pokefan, Bleach, Naruto, and Alchemist
Music - Renard, Skrillex, Korn, Linkin Park, Saliva, Papa Roach, Sonic Syndicate, Amaranthe
Favorite Artists
:iconmetros2soul: This artist. Wow. So far, she's my favorite. Her Mewtwo art alone sends me into an imagination land I can hardly even handle alone. I wish there were more artists like her, but there straight up isn't.
:iconstampydragon: This artist takes my non-pervertedness and crushes it. Crushes it into little bite-sized pieces!
:iconel-grimlock: Dragons and muscles and shit that I envy for Hybrid Dragon illustrations.
:iconunknown-person: Created Law of Talos. Thanks to that, I now have my passion in non-sprite flash animation.
:iconloceri: HNNNG
:iconkhorme: More like khorny
:iconfriezamangas: More awesome mewtwo art X3 Also a really, really nice person that supports my artwork, too
:icongoldenmew: Same as friezamangas
:iconponythroat: Don't knock it until you try it
:iconchrome-mmvii: A really cool person. I've met him through what he's renowned for, Lucario art, but I personally respect him most for his background graphic art.
:icontruecariolu: Good friends with Chrome and hilarious, too. Her art is cute and reminds me of my favorite casual (as in I watch it while I'm bored) anime, One Piece. If you mix that in with Pokemon, I nearly die in cute and awesome.
:iconlivinlovindude: Makes vore, but the cool thing about him is that he isn't a total pervert.
:iconbiyomoncuty: Old but gold
:iconghostwalker2061: Like Grimlock but with Ponies and Gozilla
:iconmyuutsufan: These comics are some of the best. They might even surpass Frieza manga's art! Only problem, it's yaoi, and I'm not completely bisexual, though I can be kind of a pokefile. Plus, I just don't get into comics all that well, but one day I will when I'm out of high school

Favorite Ponies - Pinkie Pie - My first favorite pony
Vinyl Scratch - Current favorite pony (cause of her personality in films and fanfics XD)
Derpy Hooves - Her speaking role introduced me and a lot of people in my school to MLP, so I owe it all to her.

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infernaltai91 2 days ago  New member Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch!
Thanks for the fave.:D
almightyminiman 3 days ago   Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch dude!
Thx 4 fav
Thanks for the fav(s)! :D
oh hey, thanks for the watch! o:
almightyminiman 5 days ago   Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav on…
YukaiSatsugaishaKage Apr 15, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the watch ^^ hope you have an awesome day
MarkProductions Apr 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for the fave!
You could +watch me if you like my art? :)
Have a llama badge!
YukaiSatsugaishaKage Apr 14, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fav on please feel free to look at my gallery and watch me ^^ 
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